Simplicity isn't as easy as it seems (5)

Previously,..

bell rang, I decided to not discuss, I felt betrayed that my own friends doesn't know me so well, They would believe anything! running to the car, I felt all of the girls eyes were staring, whispering to each others.. MY LIFE IS RUINED ! my reputation.. everything


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I can't describe the way I was feeling, All I decided to do is run away, yes I decided to run away, that day I roamed and roamed in the internet looking for somewhere better, looking for a way, a school and everything, that when I found some boarding schools in the UK. I remember so well, when Hanan called saying she doesn't believe any of all what they've told her, but still ! All girls at school are actually talking about Mohammed's imaginary love story. 

I went to my mum that day holding my tears, explaining how that boarding school is an amazing apportunity to a girl at my age, getting my A level in the UK, would probably open a lot of other opportunities after that, I mean university! with a lot of arguments and trying my parents actually agreed, choosing me the best boarding school in the UK.

Did I mention that I didn't go to school since that day, my friends kept on calling me for around tremendous times, All I do what ignore them, not even bother to read their texts or bbms, about FaceBook I simply deactivated the account not leaving it for some sick people such as Mohammed. I only have Hanan left, since she was the only one who didn't believe the rumours, Surprisingly! 

Leaving Bahrain, would probably make them learn not to believe anything maybe? or would make them think that all what they've heard is probably right ? I don't really know, but I don't think what I was doing was wrong. I left Bhr for education, and it was the first step that led me to be what I am right now, Durrah! 


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Simplicity isn't as easy as it seems (4)

previously ..

I was really shocked to find a msg from him that says,.. 

Mohammed Al*: You're going to regret what happened, mu ana ele yngali la2.. 

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Pause, thinking.. how about ignorance? I think it should work, block on Facebook.. yes! I should've done that a year ago! now it's time to sleep, I decided to stop thinking, get ready for a long day tomorrow.

I woke up the next morning, ughh I really hate waking up at 6 for school, dressed up and went to school.

Ahh, I really miss school days, let me talk about my school, Girls are so unique, by unique I mean every girl in any class have her own way of having fun, it's funny that I was known by my voice, I keep on singing all the time, like all the time. I love singing, especially when it comes, to Om kalthoum, Abd alhaleem, Fairoz, Abdo and 3bd elmjeed! I know they're a lot, I just love all of them. 

we had memories of every single teacher at school, Amal, was the one who used to teach us wrong chemistry equations, the other commercial studies teacher, Amal didn't have a loud voice so technically she was teaching the wall! Ameera, Fatima, all the teachers had their stamps into our life, in a really nice way, in a way that we'll never forget them, if any of the teachers is reading this, I'd like to say, Thank you. 

Anyways, I get over emotional sometimes when it comes to school, hehe, so, we were at class actually eating under the table, I'm sure you all did this at some point, waiting for the bell to ring so we can go home, when Dana of mine whispered to me:"you should tell me about Mohammed Al*"

I choked when I heard the name, I asked again " what ?" reassuring what I've heard, she said "Durrah everyone around school is talking about you too! like all the girls!"! 

I immediately answered : What are they talking about I don't understand? .. I felt like crying
Dana : That he's in a relationship with you, Durrah he's a bad guy.. leave him alone!
Me: and you do believe what they're saying?
Dana: I don't know!

bell rang, I decided to not discuss, I felt betrayed that my own friends doesn't know me so well, They would believe anything! running to the car, I felt all of the girls eyes were staring, whispering to each others.. MY LIFE IS RUINED ! my reputation.. everything

to be continued ..
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Simplicity isn't as easy as it seems (3)

previously,..

Me: no it's just that this guy is stalking me, Started talking about everything until I heard my name.. but it wasn't Hanan's voice, it was a guy voice, omg I hope it's not him!

Mohammed : Durrah .. "almost whispering"

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I tried staying calm, hiding the fear around my body.. I stayed quite hoping to go home safe! and he continued with what he came to say,.. 

Mohammed: Durrah, you should understand that I like you, I've been stalking you for too long, I only need one chance

suddenly, Hanan popped in, I almost forgot about her existence..

Hanan: please, whatever your name was go away, you're freaking her out! back-off and leave us alone.

she pulled me toward the exit gate, waited for the driver and went back home. I had that scene playback for the rest of the night, I don't really know why, or how did that happen.. but all I thought about was,.. why not give a chance?

I woke up the next morning, get dressed and went to the gym.. I really needed to get busy and forget about what happened the other day. it's saturday, me and my friends decided to have lunch at lulwa's place, I had a shower, wore a short peach dress, I wasn't used of putting make up, I left my hair the way it is and headed to lulwa.

it was fun, all girls was there, Aisha, Dana, Dalal, Mariam and of course lulwa, we had lunch, chat and play cards and then I went back home, I love all my friends, it's 7:30pm now, too early to go to bed, let me check my facebook account, do I have any messages from that weird guy? I already decided to give him a chance. 

I was really shocked to find a msg from him that says,.. 

Mohammed Al*: You're going to regret what happened, mu ana ele yngali la2.. 



to be continued,..
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Simplicity isn't as easy as it seems (2)

Previously, 

Mohammed Al* : Hello, I know that you are annoyed from my messages but I really want to know you, Tc

Durrah Al*: Hello, Do I know you ?

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Mohammed Al*: Not really, But I've been stalking you for too long, like too long, you're beautiful mashallah and you seem smart, I hope you considering me as a friend 

Durrah Al*: Sorry, I don't really friend strangers, my apologies

and I ignored the rest of his messages, all I knew is that this is wrong, yes it is, why would I friend strangers when I already have my own friends! I saw his pictures because of his unprotected profile, let me describe him, he's thin, really thin, white, having a saksoka and a black hair. All I knew about him is that he was 19 which is 3 years older than me, studying in the UK, specifically, Leeds University, dentistry. 

Wait, why am I looking at his profile a9lan! let me see what Hanan is doing, I decided to call her and check if she's up for an outing. 

Ringing.. 

Hanan: Aloo hiii sh5baar? 
Me: helloo, okayyy how about you?
Hanan: okayy, up for an outing?
Me: God! I was about to ask.. let's go watch a movie and have a dinner at hmm Asha's ! I love it!
Hanan: Yeah let's go 
Me: get readyy I'll pick you up

I really like hanan, she's my second cousin, one of the closest, she's really tall,163cm unlike me, obsessed with herself, perfect body, tanned, she was my age. myself I'm a short person, not too short, my height was 155cm, I'm really white like reaallyy white, the way I hate my colour.

proceeding, I went to my mum, asked for permission to go out, get dressed, picked up Hanan and left to the cinema. we chose kung fu panda to watch, I was walking when Hanan when I felt a pair of eyes following me wherever I go, you know the feeling when you feel it when someone is staring and you turn your head to make that weird eyes contacts! yeah that's exactly what happened.

I turned around, and saw him, yes it's him I remember when he said "stalking you", but for a fact I was really scared, like really scared.. I hided behind Hanan and whispered "Hanan let's go back home" 

Hanan: What! what happened? did anything wrong happened?
Me: no it's just that this guy is stalking me, Started talking about everything until I heard my name.. but it wasn't Hanan's voice, it was a guy voice, omg I hope it's not him!

Mohammed : Durrah .. "almost whispering"

To be continued, 

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Simplicity isn't as easy as it seems "chapter 1"

You all probably going to question the name of this story, maybe apply it into your own life, you never know if other people have ever experienced being in your shoes or not, I'm Durrah, 20 years old, Studying economics in a well known university here Bahrain.

Everyday, I meet a lot of people, between family, friends and mates. I choose my friends wisely, or let's say I thought that I chose my friends wisely, the story started on december 2008. 

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Blackberry can be the most annoying device waking me up at 6 on a friday morning, uff I really need to sleep back! alright let me check it, Pings from hannan.

Conv. 

Hanan Al* : PING!!! 
Durrah Al*: Yes Hanan?
Hanan Al*: I'm bored let's go out!
Durrah Al*: WHAT!! are you serious? it's 6AM and we don't even have school for god sake 
Hanan Al*: UFF OK! 

I closed the chat, tried to get some more sleep before heading to the gym and it happily worked, until it was 10, time for gym, I went to the gym, and now I'm the one who's bored. I checked Facebook, I really hate it when strangers get to add me on Facebook and keep sending me messages, but this stranger is the weirdest person I've ever seen.

He keeps on sending me messages continuously, more than a year of ignorance, but he kept on sending me his greetings, and I thought, how about replying ? it wouldn't be a bad idea.. 

Mohammed Al* : Hello, I know that you are annoyed from my messages but I really want to know you, Tc

Durrah Al*: Hello, Do I know you ?

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